Wee isn't this fun ?

From the time I was online till now, no one's online~!

Gosh dun bother me, I'm just some ill and sad person who is on the verge of suicidal.

Gee ... sometimes I feel that shows are so much more nicer to watch than talking to friends.

Nah, not all of course ...
Only those who don't give a f*** about u and stuff ...
See also dun wanna talk,
or those who are constantly thinking their so great and they are so powerful and stuff.

F*** man.
They think their so great ?
Shit them all

All I want is friends that care for me.
Is that too much to ask ?

Well it must be, seeing how I'm treated and stuff.

Do I make fun of u guys ?
Do I call u names ?
Do I ignore you ?
Or do I run away when u need help or something to talk to ?

Well I must be some terrible shithouse.

...f***.

Heckcare.

If ur not happy with me, go away ok.
If u treat me as a friend, for goodness sake me a friend.

I'm in a bad mood right now ...

I know many things I've said now I will regret later.
But heck.

I have taken it long enough.
16 years, I have kept everything to myself.
Sounds stupid ?
Nah, actually it's not.
Why ? U think I dun wanna open up to ppl ?

Well, when I do there's no one there to open up to.

There's only ... Justin ..

He's always been there for me since Primary school.
We played together had fun together shared our thoughts together and laughed and cried together.

Yes. He's such a great friend.
That's the friggin' reason why he's my best friend.

But then again, I dun feel good.
Is it right to bug someone with all ur troubles ?
He too has a life, he has friends and his own troubles.
Heck.

...
whatever.

Too bad for me then.
Wolffang scribbled at Sunday, May 30, 2004.